Just Kaz LLC

Have you ever felt as if something was missing? And that something turned out to be yourself? It is the hardest thing to explain to others, but you know you don’t feel like yourself. You are just going through the motions day to day not really feeling anything. Things that used to bring you joy and satisfaction seem like complicated tasks. You make excuses for not doing what makes you happy. Majority of the time, the excuses don’t even make sense. But truth of the matter is you are not in the right state of mind. Because you feel like a shell of yourself filled with numbness, you cannot create. For instance, I have to have a space that is comfortable and open and bright in order to write. So in order for me to do what I love, I have to be comfortable and I have to feel. When I don’t feel like myself, I am like a walking zombie. I am still functioning but a part of me is missing. This feeling comes and goes. Sometimes the feeling lasts longer than the time before and sometimes not. I do not have the cure. The only thing you can do is just continue pushing forward until you feel yourself coming back together. I understand the feeling of being incomplete is difficult and frustrating to explain to others. Try writing in a journal. Or meditation. I have been battling with this for awhile now; hence, no recent posts on my blog, or even another book. But I wanted to share this with my followers because I know for a fact I am not the only one that goes through this. And I want you to know that you are not the only one.

Yours Truly
Kaz