I can feel her spiritual arms try to surround me and I just keep yelling at her “NO”. I don’t want that shit. I want her ass to be here on this dying planet with me. I want to talk more cold, cash shit to her ass because that’s what I do. The medication management … More My Apologies: Going Through the Stages of Grief
I used to go out all of the time. House parties, the clubs, hosting at the Camel. I was active out in these streets. Then, one day I woke up and was petrified to leave my house. Like, literally couldn’t leave out my apartment without having a full-blown panic attack. I have absolutely no clue … More Living In Fear: Stolen Moments
My therapist made a valid point: Why not write my thoughts down until it is safe to share them. So, here we are. It’s Wednesday. I watched my sister, Kennet, get sealed in a wooden box on Monday. I have been crying and drinking since the night I was called to the hospital. Life changed … More 12am In Richmond
First of all, I want to thank you for clicking the link and checking on a young thug. I know I have been dormant on my site for almost a whole year. That’s 365 days, 52 weeks, etc. The reason for the hiatus is coming soon. Not in this post though. Anyways, just know I … More It Be Your Own People, Even the Ones on Your Payroll
Would this be considered a “think piece”? I really have no idea what qualifies something as a “think piece” when you have to think in order to write. Whatever. You can ask any one of my closest friends or family or anyone in the free world that I LOVE Kanye West. Stop. Nah, go ahead … More Let’s Talk Crazy
This is a really special post. I cannot gauge whether I was more fucked up when Daddy didn’t wake up from a simple procedure he had undergone before OR the morning my mom called me at work and told me Daddy was gone. Watching my WHOLE daddy turn into a paraplegic was worse. I was relieved … More Willie Lee aka my Daddy 10yrs Later
Once again, the ground has been snatched from beneath my feet and I’m falling like Alice in Wonderland. I’m used to this feeling that happens every couple of months. Sometimes the fall is longer than other times. Unfortunately, I haven’t figured out a mathematical equation to determine the duration. I really hate the feeling of … More When You Know Dark Days & Hard Times
For many years I was so angry with my mother. I felt she had dropped the ball on several occasions and she just wasn’t there for me like I needed her. At first, I didn’t care because I had my daddy. But then daddy died, and she was all I had left. I honestly didn’t … More You Only Get One
Why the fuck is this not organic? Maybe what I want to write isn’t what I really want and unnecessary. It has been a long time since I have worked on my second novel. And maybe even longer since I have written anything substantial. I’ve been so wrapped up in just making sure the money … More New Kaz??
How in the hell do you comfort your 11yo when her best friend (12yo) dies suddenly? What do you say? It is so much easier to explain an older relative dying. They lived their life and it was time, or they were sick for so long it was time. But how do I explain to … More How Do You Comfort a Grieving Child?
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