If you don’t already know, I cut off all my hair but about three quarters of an inch. As I am getting used to my new haircut, I Am Not My Hair keeps coming to mind. I don’t know why because I wasn’t very fond of the India Arie song. Anyways I wondered what she meant by the words. But it was more important to me how I interpreted the song. And I believe that I am my hair. I am my crooked, spaced teeth. I am Kaz. Even that J. Cole song, Crooked Smile, didn’t really tickle my fancy either. You can tell me it was because I wasn’t comfortable with my flaws until your face is blue. Yeah okay. But I am my hair and I hate my teeth. Shit. I can love myself as much as I want. Sidenote: none of my flaws kept me from being a player. Back to my original point. I’m still getting used to my haircut but I fall deeper in love every single day. My cut is fucking bold. You have no choice but to acknowledge me. And no, I don’t have that grain of hair that curls up real pretty. My shit coils into tiny curls that an average person would call nappy. But a curl is a damn curl no matter how tight and short. But that creamy crack will hit my hair before the end of the year. I’m just not the “natural” type. First of all, I don’t have the damn patience. I am not trying to knock my “natural” sisters. Y’all have all types of respect I swear. I just ain’t built like that. I finally got braces today. I’m on my Kanye’s New Workout Plan shit. So, if this domesticated shit doesn’t work out, I am going to be a fashion nova model.
Comedy, but seriously.
I am working on a new project. I am in the middle of having a “Cranes in the Sky” moment. And I am just twiddling my thumbs until everything goes to shit. I am changing my genre. Reading depressing shit is not fun at all. And honestly, I don’t want to force my painful experiences down your throat. What else? I know my fans deserve every truth from me. So, this post is to basically tell every single one of my fans, I love you and you are on my mind at all times. I want to share the best and the worst of myself with you. So I will do my best to keep you all up to date with the life and times of Kazyona. Especially since I dropped a little investment amount on a new laptop.
I have cut my hair into a baby ‘fro. Filed bankruptcy. Gotten braces. And rode a mechanical bull. And I feel so much closer to sanity. All the while being the furthest from it. Stay tuned.
Just Kaz LLC 