Yeah yeah yeah. Just about everyone makes New Year’s resolutions. And just about everyone does not keep them. Twenty fifteen was so full of peaks and valleys. I have become a stronger and wiser person so I do not regret any of it. But there are some things and people that need to be left behind as the clock strikes twelve. I realized I am an emotional hoarder and I fully intend to leave all of the bullshit in 2015. I don’t feel as if I need to explain or leave a warning. I plan to just let it go and never look back. The great Andre 3000 said, “spaceships don’t come equipped with rearview mirrors.” With my head high, I am going to place one foot in front of the other and move on to better things. I’m sure there will be more obstacles in twenty sixteen, but I can better face them without still carrying the baggage from last year. Another resolution, which has been a resolution for the past ten years, is to be a better mother. No parent is perfect, and parenting is really on- the- job training. This year will be a completely different ball game because I am now the mother of two. Dos. Plural. And I am truly looking forward to it. Patience is a virtue I lack, but I will work on that, too. I will try not to make hasty decisions, and I will not become upset when instant gratification cannot be obtained. Of course, I want to publish a couple, few books this year as well. So be on the lookout. I am determined to get back to loving myself and embracing my flaws. I will be thirty this year, and I am looking forward to a prosperous year. I hope everyone has a safe New Year’s Eve and day. Remember to love yourself first, and never be afraid to share your truths.
With Love,
Kaz
