So, as some of you all know, I am working towards my “glow up”. I’ve been reading self-help books and using a waist trainer. Being a fan of Amber Rose, I bought her book, How to Be a Bad Bitch. I read it in two days. It may have only taken me one, but I have been so busy with the kids and the holiday season. Her book was so refreshing. It sounded like I was reading my biography. Of course not exactly but I could really relate to her story. It reminded me of who I was. I used to be so headstrong, confident, and pretty much a bad bitch. But after my mental breakdown two summers ago, I think I became unsure of myself. My anxiety was so bad I couldn’t even leave my bed. I was no longer in control of my mind, my thoughts, and my body, I was so fucking scared…of myself. As I recovered, I became a shell of myself. I was no longer the boisterous, shit-talking Kaz. I was the meek and frail Kaz filled with bitterness and self-hatred. God forbid. But if I have another mental breakdown due to my mental illness, I will not survive with the latter Kaz. And to be truthfully honest, the timid Kaz is no fun. Reading How to Be a Bad Bitch reassured me that I can regain my strength. After I finished reading it, I gave it to my sister, tightened my waist trainer and jumped my ass on my mother’s elliptical. I was even more determined to revive my inner bad bitch. I can really care less if you don’t like Amber Rose or her ideals. But I thoroughly enjoyed her colorful book. I want to thank you, Muva.
Yours Truly
A Bad Bitch
Just Kaz LLC 